kryptonite

Superman is once a man yet he is super...Spiderman is once a man too yet he acts as a spider...I am a man who is once a man yet stays as a man...Common wisdom tells we are still and just men. Behind the suits are the coward beings. Behind the courageous builts are the lousy weaknesses...

We, I mean "I" am trained and armed for the battle . We, I mean "I" am solely ready for the strife. Yet, as I opened my eyes from an intimate prayer, my fellow soldiers, I mean "fellows", are gone, my weapons disappeared. Oh my!What had happened! I am trying to feed my mind with motivations to continue the fight but my fear rules over. I ran back and raised the white banner. I hid to a place where no one sees me and stammered with an endless fear.!--break--

Why did they leave me? I didn't require them to fight and bet their lives! I just want them to be there and look over my fight--my fight for their sake! If they are just there, I can win the fight over those lousy flies!

After my failure,a wind blows and i saw a paper with words--"I KNOW YOU CAN WIN THE NEXT BATTLE!JUST KNOW THE KRYPTONITE OF YOUR KRYPTONITE!"

(P.S: i prayed, before the supposed battle, that the Almighty would give me the courage to overcome my fear. And unknowingly, He gave me this failure over triumph to gain courage over fear.)